Don't Belong...

Hey Everyone,

So, I really just realized something tonight. I'm a backround person. I am, and I always will be, so why should I even bother trying? I know, this isn't really what my blog is about, but I've just felt so ... lost. I don't understand; how this world works, how people see things; anything! I think I really just need someone :(

Anyway, yea I was at the After Party last night for Ravenwood Radio. I tried talking to most everyone there. The only people that answered were Stephen SpiritCaller (I love that guy! not in that way though, lol), Leesha DarkHeart, and Heather EmeraldFlame. It really made me realize that ... no one in the community wants to hear me, let alone even knows about me! It made me think and ask myself why I bother. Why do I bother to think about keeping this blog? Why do I bother trying to socialize with the Wizards above my Caliber?

It was then I realized something. I don't do this for me. I do it for you. The few, faithful listeners and readers that I truly had. And I really want to thank each and every one of you with all of my heart. So I've decided to stay ... at least for the summer. Next year, when school comes back around, I'm not so sure...

But yeah, anyway, I started thinking about how I'd never EVER be on RR. I started thinking about how few people cared for me. How I'd probably never be known. Well, I for one have had it, and I want to make a stand. I'm not too young! I AM good enough! And I really don't care who has two cents to say otherwise.

However, with this realization, i have also come to notice another thing; this blog isn't for just you readers anymore; It's for me too. This is how I can express my feelings to others! This is how I can be myself! And I thank you guys for that opportunity! I'll see you all tomorrow!

P.D.

Maybe...

Hey Guys,

So I have been getting some comments asking me not to leave. It has really given me a second hope. Maybe things will work out. I gotta think this through. Here are my Pros and Cons:

PROS:

I'll still get to do what I love to do.

I'll get to help people out.

I can try to be better

CONS:

I'll never be able to make it big, for several reasons,

-I'm too young to do much.

-My rep has been ruined to one of the most famous and awesome wizards of the Spiral.

Okay, so I really don't know what to do. I'll post it by tomorrow (btw, last day of school! :) ). If you care enough, post a comment saying why you even like this blog, cause I'd like to see some people that do. If not, then forget these last few posts ever even existed and move on. See ya,

P.D.

The Truth Hurts

Hey All,

So, I've decided to tell you the whole story behind this:

I had Christina IceDreamer's cell phone number (to talk to her on the go- and I deleted it so I don't have it anymore. Also I wouldn't give it to anyone, because that would be ... well ... disrespectful). Anyway, my sister texted her by stealing my cell phone asking, "Who are you?". When I saw that she'd done this, I sent something like, "Sorry, that was my sister. She's a pain in the butt, lol". So anyway, I, thinking everything was all good, am sitting here on the computer on W101, when I see Christina sign into Skype (Yes, that's how we do the interviews). So I messaged her saying something like, "Hey! Sorry about my sister, she's a pain in the butt, lol." and she started to tell me how it was weird for her, because she doesn't know if it was me asking who she REALLY is. So I got all upset, and she wanted my mom to email her telling her that she was okay with me contacting her. Of course, even though my mom knew and she was okay with it, she didn't. My sister told her that she was "Trying to protect me", when really, she was just trying to get me in trouble for talking to someone that doesn't even live in my state. So that made my mom a bit more cautious, saying that she doesn't know who she is or what she's like, so she's not sure if she's comfortable with me talking to her. So I deleted her from my contact list. Yep, that's the story. So I got so upset, that I decided to quit my blog, because besides Stephen SpiritCaller, she was all I had. Whatever. I gotta go, I'll try to post again.

P.D.

Bye Guys...

Hey Everyone,

So I'm quitting my blog. You can thank my sister. She sending my friends messages, and they think I'm asking for irl info. So now people think I'm some weird, creeper trying to get their info . Now people have trust problems with me. It's all ruined! I hate my family. So bye everyone. I know this is the worst goodbye in the world, but its all I got left in me. Bye,

P.D.

Luke GoldHorn

**EDIT: I know I said goodbye and everything, but there is this really awesome girl who started a new blog today. You should really check it out, its very neat! Here it is. Please, if you're going to do one thing for me, follow her blog. Also, I will try to finish posting the Christina IceDreamer interview. I'd like to say thanks to everyone who has followed and encouraged me to continue, but I guess this is my time to resign...***

Good News, Good News, GOOD NEWS!!!

Hey All,

So I got the interview to work. Only Parts I and II (1 and 2) work, so please be patient for III, IV, and V (3, 4, and 5). I promise they'll be up by Saturday morning at latest, so please be patient and bare with me :).

Anyway, so I'd like to direct your attention HERE. Mecatz on Central is holding a contest for best decorated dorm room. Let me give you the slim:

People must design their houses to what they think Celestia will be like. They must, however, use these FIVE elements (and all five):

• Anything that's on fire.
• Anything blue (that does no count wallpaper or flooring)
• Stray Piggle
• Fish Bones
• Some type of broken wood

So yeah, lol, its very interesting. The prizes are GREAT! I love these player-based contests. I'm going to see if I can get better prizes as well as a better contest instead of the one I had.

Oh, also, my party is CANCELED! It is getting moved until AFTER the Fourth of July. So don't listen to the poster, lol.

Ok, so that's pretty much it! I'll see y'all later,

P.D.

3 Down, 3 To Go...

Hey All,

So sorry about the interview. It's all messed up, but I'm trying really hard to find a solution, so please be patient...

Anyways, so Mycin StarGem, my Storm character is now Grandmaster! W00t! Finally!

You see, I didn't have any trouble leveling him, I just didn't feel like it, lol. Anyways, so yeah, I'm pretty darn happy. All he needs is his ring, and then he has full Grand gear (He has his Hat, Robe, Boots, Athame, and 60 Card Deck, but I don't count the 100 Damage Sword dropped by the hoarder as a grand item, because it's level 45).

So yeah, that's pretty much it...

Oh, KI has also reimbursed my crowns! :) You see, the weekend where the big glitch happened, I purchased several Mega-Snack Packs as well as Pet Energy potions to level up my Storm Cat. So not only did I get those snacks back, but I also got all those crowns I spent back, and I think actually double the amount! :D

Also, for those that experienced this loss in data, you recieved a Fire Bat! I know, it's not the best pet in the world (it gives one Ultra Rare Talent, and no Ultra Rare Derby Skills), but hey, it looks AWESOME!

Ok, so that's about it for now. I'll see you guys later!

P.D.

P.S: School ends this week! :D Less School = More Posts!

P.S.S: I have a "Mommamancer" interview coming up as well as a segment on how to train your pet!

******EDIT: THE VIDEOS ARE NOT WORKING! PLEASE COME BACK AND CHECK LATER!******

Hey All,

So below me is the interview between me and Christina IceDreamer! :) Finally! Sorry for the long wait, but we had problems with the first one because it was too long, and then we had problems finding a day to reschedule, and so it eventually all worked out! This interview is about 45 minutes-1 hour long, so make sure you have some time to listen! We were also talking about recording a segment every once in a while called Argeltorn (or whatever our Librarian's name is) Book Club (from the newsletter)! What do you guys think? Ok, gotta run, ttyl!

P.D.

***P.S: Sorry about the multiple videos, the one file is too big to upload. :( ***